Archive for April, 2008

Random Thoughts

April 19th, 2008 by under Uncategorized. No Comments.

I love that it has finally been staying nice outside. This is such a great time of year because it isn’t too hot yet so that you forced inside for the AC. Instead you can spend a whole day outside and just take it in. Golf and drinking beer have been my two main activities for enjoying the weather. There is hardly anything better then sitting outside on a hot day with a cold beer. The weather certainly makes it even harder to be motivated to go to class. I have been good and still haven’t skipped one, but I am very much tempted to do so.

Some of my classes are down to only having two classes left. Amazing. The work is definitely starting to pile up again.  I keep telling myself that soon I will have nothing to do so I shouldn’t complain about the little bit I have to do now.

The class is starting to see the end and are coming out more and more to hang out with each other. So strange that many of these people I will never see again. It seems like we have all spent so much time together in such a short amount of time and now it will all end. Sad, but it happens throughout life I guess.

That is all the random thoughts I have for the moment.

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I'm not 21 anymore

April 3rd, 2008 by under Uncategorized. No Comments.

One of the things that I have realized over the past couple of weeks is that even though I am back in school I’m not 21 anymore. Thank god for the most part. I’m glad that I know more now and do not act so irresponsible and immature, however it also means I can no longer go out every night of the week. Even every other night of the week is tough. I like my sleep. I like feeling good when I wake up in the morning and not like death. I also don’t recover as quickly as I use to so the feeling of death lasts a lot longer then it use to. Even though I know this and I have been experiencing it a lot lately it doesn’t stop me when making my decision on what to do with my evening. I just keep telling myself that school is going to be ending soon and many of these people I will never see again so this is my chance. It is also the last opportunity I have to act however I want. There is a limited level of responsibility right now, and while the demands on my time are high, I can still make the decision on what I want to do and what I don’t want to do. Since I do not see my social patterns changing in the near future I just need to figure out a new way to deal with it so that I am not perpetually exhausted. I’m sure there is a point in everyone’s life when they come to this realization, so it might not just be school it is probably also the age I am at. Whatever the case may be these past two weeks have really extenuated the point for me.

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